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Name: Kim
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Birthday: 8/28/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, reading, poetry, artistic expression...
Expertise: "I don't want to sell anything bought or processed, or buy anything sold or processed, or... process anything sold, bought or processed, or repair anything sold, bought or processed, you know, as a career I don't want to do that."
- Say Anything, LLoyd (John Cusack)
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
3/22/2004
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| Seriously???? What gives her the right to sanction when we can and
can't have heat? She isn't even home most of the time. It's ridiculous,
I feel like a prisoner. This apartment business is way more than I
bargained for. And it makes me just want to cry. Half the time she
wants to be my friend, the other half, no go. It makes me really
frustrated, but at the same time, it's weird because I like crave her
attention. You think that, treated like that, I would just give up and
say "fuck her." But no. no no, not me. Not the people pleaser of all
people pleasers. Now I fully understand why her and her last roommate
couldn't get along. They are like replicas of one another. So consumed
in making sure that they are the limelight that they can't, even for
one second, consider how their actions make other people feel. And the
feelings are alienated, angry, and hopeless.
I dunno. I just needed to vent. Life is building up right now and I can't seem to find space to breathe.
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| Oh, hi, 5 AM. I miss sleeping in. I miss going out late at night. I
miss not freaking out every time I get any time to go out because all I
can think about is how I have to get up early the next day and won't
get the adequate amount of time to rest my body.
*sigh*
Kim
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| Why do I keep getting beaten up for the choices I make? I don't even
make that bad of ones. I don't often do drugs and who cares if I do,
and I am smart when I consume alcohol. I sleep with one person who I am
in a loving relationship with and yet somehow my opinion and actions of
those of someone unholy.
Often, I wish I could rebel. Show them what it really means to make bad
choices. Too bad I value education, health, and stable relationships,
otherwise cocaine and promiscuous sex: here I come.
Love,
Kim
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| Oh hi, again, old friend. I missed you so.
Anyway, this is a generic rant/rave entry but not about anyone or
anything, just about the recent surge of women being trashy. Why is
appealing to be trashy? What is the drive to show your boobs all over
myspace and facebook like it's some kind of epidemic? I see no need to
appeal to men in this fashion, but it bothers me that some do. I mean,
far be from me to discourage women positive movements that encourage
the freedom of women to dress provacatively without reprocussion of
being called "slut," "whore," and other demeaning names. HOWEVER, that
does not mean that that sort of behavior should demand respect.
This seems kind of anti-feminist, but that's not how I intend it. I am
just sick and tired of seeing girls' asses and tits like it's some sort
of attire, instead of a ridiculous attempt to gain attention from
society for being a "pretty girl." Some might claim that this is
jealousy and insecurity I am exhibiting at not having these
oh-so-wonderful features, but if I may be so bold, I have them and I
choose NOT to wear thongs and then take pictures of myself making kissy
faces on myspace. Ugh.
If you want to know the drive for this entry, simply look at every girl
in Ben's friend album. I hate that even my boyfriend is friends with
girls like that because I like to think that he is smarter and... ugh,
I dunno. Maybe this part is jealousy, but up until this morning he had
a friend in the top 8 whose pictures was of her spread eagle on a couch
with a carrot up her whoo-hah. Tell me... is that decent? Noo. Tell me
one more thing, am I supposed to feel okay about that? I have been very
very very good with not being jealous (a tragic huge character flaw of
mine) but how much can a girl take?
I see the next step being naked boobs with a black bar and that same kissy face.
I will respect the woman, but I will not respect her actions. (Note:
This does not pertain to all women, women are awesome and amazing and
should never be prohibited from acting in any way she deems proper.. I
just don't see that as proper. Maybe that's my defect.)
Love,
Kim
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